Monday, May 18, 2009

My Life is My Biggest Teacher.....My Greatest Strength

I owe a lot to my life....it has given me everithng....it has made me da person tht i'm today....it has taught me to be tough nd not to expect.....as expectations kill !!!!it sucks but then also i love my life....



I used to be ths grl who used to think tht ppl around r wonderful....they do care....but wth tym i realized how stupid i was....i was tryn to judge ppl da i way i feel....am hpy i hv met such ppl in my life....who hv been mere disappointments....they hv taught me to be patient in knowing someone....not to trust ppl easily...had i only be surrounded by nice ppl i wud hv never knwon ths world....never known how it feels to be dumped....to be back stabbed....life still goes on but u do realize tht u hv turned into a btr person....a more confident soul....but some part of u dies....some part of mine is also dead....i know 4 a mtter a fact tht i hv lost da ability to love unconditionally....to feel any emotion...sometimes i feel i live da life of pretence....but am jst fine wth it....atleast i dont get hurt....nd onething i firmly believe....one cud never or shud never say tht i hv had enuf....nothing more bad can happen to me.....its trash !!!!whn u think tht u hv been thru da worse....well hold on da worst is yet to come....but yes u r prepared for it....



Iam not been pessimistic here....ths is wat i feel.....jst live ur life....njoy it....love it....hope as much as u can....but donot expect much.....it hurts u.....i hv lost a grt part of my soul sumwhr but am hpy wth da rest....i see things wth a more matured perception now....am not easily affected wth things around....thts wat my life has taught me nd am hpy abt it....my life is perfect according to me now nd i dont care wht ppl say or think....nd yes 1 self-realization.....nobody can care 4 u da way u can care abt urself.....remember ths...nd life wud be easy :) cheers !!!!!!